[Poem] Kali {Tears of Blood}

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Okay, so Kali is my vampire wolf. This is a poem that shows her true feelings, which is the complete opposite of what she reacts. She doesn't believe vampires should fall in love. She would never admit all this, not to herself, nor anyone else. So yeah, this is pretty deep for her.

This poem is dedicated to her lost love, Kaige. They've had a hard relationship and most of the time get turned against each other.

Note: The poem is more in a song tune xD Because I write songs better then poems. This is not my best work, but I think it fits Kali's well.


Your in the shadows of my mind
I think about you all the time
sometimes it seems
you and me never used to be
I should have known in the beginning
but I was such a fool to fall in love with you
This is no fairy tale
I don't deserve a happy ending
My life has been filled with blood and hate
I did you wrong, and you pushed me away
I know, now that in the end
A vamire cannot love, no, never again
I, who cannot cry, shed tears everynight
Wishing I could just end this fight
time passes and the days grow dark
do you still remember me in your dreams
the good times we shared throughout the years
I know I can never go back in time
back when I could call you mine
I shut myself from this pain
pretend that I am okay, but I'm not
And the worst thing of all
Is that I'm still in love with you
And there is nothing I can do
To get the memory of you out of my mind
I think about you all the time
I deny everything, will not accept this
For I, who should never love, fell so hard
and it tore me apart
And now I'm crying tears of blood